IT'S 2:34AM IT'S A GD TIME FOR ME TO BE EMOTIONAL, WHICH MEANS EMO
I'VE BEEN WONDERING WHY CAN I BE SO STINGY SINCE I WAS BORN
EVEN FOR A TINY THING IN A GAMBLING GAME , I CAN CHANGE INTO A FUCK FACE WHEN I CANT WIN OR SOMEONE MAKES A MISTAKE, UNTIL SOMEONE IN THAT GAME ASKED ME '' R U ALRITE???''!!!
ALRITE! JUZ GET INTO THE TOPIC THAT I WANNA TALK ABT
IN THE PAST 6 RELATIONSHIPS, I FOUND OUT THAT
1) I WAS TOO STINGY AND NOT GENEROUS TO MY FRDS WHO JUZ DIDNT MEAN TO DO STH TO LET ME DOWN
2) I WAS TOO SENSITIVE TO MY EX-PARTNERS (ALWAYS WONDERING DID THEY LOVE ME ENOUGH AND ANY BOYS WHOM THEY LIKED)
IT IS SAID THAT PPL LEARNT FROM EXPERIENCE
I THINK THAT'S ABSOLUTELY TRUE AFTER I EXPERIENCED A LOT
I DUN MEAN TO SAY I HAVE A LOT OF EXPERIENCE IN THAT
AT LEAST I CAN SAY I NOTICED THAT I'VE BECOME MORE GENEROUS TO MY CURRENT GF
PPL SAID LIFE IS A CIRCULATION, ''WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND''
I HURT GALS BE4, GALS I MET HURT ME AFTERWARDS
THUS, I DUN THINK IM ''GD'' ENOUGH TO BE A PLAYBOY AS I THOUGHT AS I CANT BEAR ANY HEART-ACHE
SO, THE BEST THING FOR ME TO DO NOW IS TO BE A GD MAN WHO CAN TAKE GD CARE OF MY CURRENT GF, KEEP HER AWAY FROM THE TROUBLES AND PROBLEMS
2:44AM
EMO TIME IS GONE
TIME TO GET BAK TO MY INTERESTING AFTER DARK